Okay, so Marion had her first shot of H last night.
And Marion liked it. But expected to be more off my dial.
It's a strange sensation. I just felt extremely relaxed. I slept for 14 hours and woke up this morning feeling pumped.
Now I just feel sick. It's a real effort to be at the computer. I feel like I'm coming down with something. But I'll b ok. The junky who I took it with me says the idea is not to take it two nights in a row. Just deal with the bad feeling when uve got it he said.
I'm dealing with it. I've just taken two zoloft. It's kind of nice being my own doctor.
I'll tell u what I'm not dealing with and that's not being loved. I know it sounds melodramatic. Boo-hoo, how fucking sad for me. It's not like I'm a Cambodian peasant with a slave labour job, three bananas and diarrhea. But I really need to be seeing someone all the time or i feel a bit empty. I'm not sure why these boys want to fuck me once and then I never hear from them again.
Hello god, it's me Margaret - why don't have a boyfriend.
God "because your a bad root".
Or something.
Fucked if I know.
What would Jesus do???
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jesus wouldn't listen to god, because he's jesus. he would get back on that horse and ride it.
its the nearly weekend and soon enough another 18year old will come your way.
most i suspect are intimidated by your vocabulary and intellect.
the others are what you were like when you were 18.
young, dumb and full of cum.
step up the ladder and have sex with a conversation..
i will be there soon..and i am gonna kick your arse
Your wisdom has been sorely missed. All the good people have to leave. A good arse-kicking from u is exactly what I need.
Hope your having an amazing time and news that my life has turned to shit is in some way gratifying. Ha Ha.
You know me so well.
And you are looking hott on ur website btw.
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