Now let me tell u about this junky I met.

I remember him from the school bus. Real grotty smart arse he was.

Anyway, he turns up with two kids and his girlfriend.

Let's call her Crystal - although her real name is Simone - because Crystal Meth has the most disgusting drug-fucked, spotty, pock-holed gaunt cheeks I have ever seen. She was so skinny, I would have bought drugs off in a second....a sad case like that really knows their drugs.

Crystal left and Daniel stayed on for some reason. I walked up the street and he asked to come with me. On the way, he told me he had been reading this new book called "the secret".

He told me how its clear the positive thinking techniques had led him to find two twenty cent pieces. He went on and on about it. He asked me what I think.

"Um, I suppose I would have to read it all to decide" I told him and quickly changed the topic.

Later, he told me how he had been in jail and shared a guy with someone who thought may have been a pedophile. He said he was so scared by prison he hadn't done crime since. I'm not sure if I believed him. He also said that he spent a lot of time in prison working out. And I did believe him. The fact he had no shirt on helped with that.

That night he started playing with my legs and told me he used to get a headjob off a guy in prison. It was hot. In the end, we slept in the same bed together but didn't do anything. I sensed he was a bit confused. The next day he got up and told Deborah that the idea "made me horny, but I'm not sure if I want to do it...I still like pussy tho". Well that's a relief! I was about to call a doctor. ha. He tried to talk to me when we were shooting up in the room about it. I didn't want to hear about it, it's not like I'm dying to fuck u - if want it, it's here - if not, fine, fuck off. I'm not your counsellor. If u like cock fine, if u like cock and pussy well fucking get over it.